Week #53 - 117.0
Good week...still struggling to paper track every day...I know I do better when I track and I WANT to track. There are drawbacks to each kind of tracking...whether I do paper or eTools on my phone.
It seems like paper tracking is a better fit for now. Except I just discovered that eTools gives you rewards for how much you track so now there's an added incentive to digital track... you know me...stickers! DIGITAL STICKERS!!
So...on a more somber note...5 months ago today my sister passed away. I still sometimes look for her car as I'm walking on Clay Road at rush hour. I imagine there will always be times when I forget she's gone and then suddenly remember...and then feel grief all over again.
I think it would've been different if she'd lived to a ripe-old age...lived a full life. I was thinking today that I'm almost to my 47 and 1/2 year birthday...the next one is 48. I like even years better = )
And then I remembered that Jan was just one month past her 49th birthday...and how quickly that might come for me, if the Lord wills it. So young...SO SO young...
